Lostrriss

In life there are often periods of sadness and sufferings... these times seem to stretch longer than they actually last. To us it actually seems as if bad times Do last longer than the good ones but the truth probably is that the times of intense joy or sorrow dont last as long as the times of non-sadness ^__^ We spend a large portion of our lives feeling neither the sharp pain of sadness nor the elation of joy... but we only remember those short yet intense moments, moments that move us, make us feel alive! All these long winded talks bout pain and happiness is not the real point of this note though... I just wanted to say I have gone thro

Often times I have thought, "I would be happier being any other place than where I am right now". I have felt trapped and unable to escape. Lonely and desperate to be free. Yet I was a prisoner of circumstance and had to serve my term before I could earn my freedom. So hated the place more and more and became progressively depressed as the days crawled at snail's pace. I couldn't wait for it all to end. I used to think I hated the place but I never realized it wasn't because I hated the place but in turn the people associated with it but because of the memories that were associated with the places and the people. It is strange how it's alway

I'm tired of all these trials and confusion Fighting a loosing battle with inner demons wanting retribution Trying so hard to make the right choices But they all somehow end in messes I don't want to think no more Let me rest please, I'm so sore Let be become lost in the mist I want the lay down my head and rest for a bit I don't care where I go Just let me be get away from this world of sorrow Don't want to feel anymore Had enough of that… please no more I just don't want to be around Leave me in solitude to sleep a hundred years without a sound